A deep longing...

lately the intensity of my anxiety heightened up,

my breath went out of control and my mind started to take control over me

it made me restless.in lethargy

somehow i tried to connect to my deeper self..and i asked my beating heart

what is it... that it misses...

then i lengthen my breath- breathing in deeply, while at the same time mentally connect to my heart

in my mind, came a mental projection of India - i can see & feel the flowing Ganges (Ganga Maa) river and witness the other beauty that lies deeply in India

and how i long to be back to India again...

I really wish I could-intensely

One day..it shall be...

now it is just about a struggle: me and this little anxiety of mine..on this earth plane