Love

“Our love must not be a thing of words and fine talk.
It must be a thing of action and sincerity (1 John 3:18).”

 Bible quotes

The Gift known as Appa...

Life......
One of the most momentous lesson I have learnt in my life was when my father departured. Moving moments for most of us, would bring in the life changing effect, and so it did in my life...Thus, this posting is a dedication to my father on behalf of Father's Day..

Departure.....
My father exhaled his last breath in a room known as the ICU in the state of coma and on the most unforgettable date in my life, September the 10th year 1999. My father has been struggling with an uninvited guest that takes pleasure in his body till it damages his kidneys. Yes, it is the end stage renal failure (as claimed by the doctor) that took my father away from me. I was 14 at those time; young at age & young to realise that my father is in critical state.

Last words.......
At the last moments of my father, before the state of coma brings him to another world that only god knows, my father has given me & my other siblings some last advice & also request which now it turns out to be my sole responsibility to hold on to it. To look back, those time when he told me these, I took his words for granted. But now, to ponder back, I knew what he actually meant...(There's where the great lesson flows in)

Pain........
The intense pain is also there, when you never had the chance to talk to the person,kiss him a goodbye or at least see him for the last time before he leaves.The painful moment captured: I was brought into the ICU room and saw my father on the bed,breathless with his eyes closed and his body was cold like an ice.
Also remembered what my grandpa told me before they brought me to the room,"Mala,be strong" once after I heard that heart breaking statement, I still crossed my fingers, maximumly; hoping my father is still breathing, with the fact that he still has 4 to 5 minutes to survive(the brain still functions) when he stops breathing, but the bright side that I was looking for has dimmed into the darker side.
I managed to get through that heart ripping moment, but my poor mom,really had the toughest time ever in her whole life; of losing her other half...

Ponder........
To ponder back the moment of the departure, I still get the pain in the heart yet the scar of losing my father is still healing...So wherever I go, I will be touched if I get to see little kids with their fathers having fun time together. At the same time my responsibility as a daughter never cease off coz in my heart I have a comfort zone for my beloved mother; as a result of losing my father, I appreciate her more. She's my other half,my life..

Relationship.........
Some relationship when taken in granted will reciprocate great heart pain & guiltiness. I went through& felt both, and now there's no use of regretting; my father is not going to come back though, but I know he's there, just right there, where my mother is. He left us his greatest memory; our mother with us. And now it is all about love , and yes, no regrets but appreciation instead.

**The picture up here, I snapped it when I went for a Blogger's Karnival in PJ lately.
Kinda cute seeing the girl curling up on her dad, Haha! definitely it reminded to my dad &
me too (guess the same for you too)

Hope....
I am doing this posting with the hope that, in future, my kids (rough guess) would read this posting & get to see my view on my dad, hence they do the same to their dad too. Will be more glad if they too,blog about their 'appa' too. It's time to share & care LOVE. Spread the love around & blessed with PEACE.

~Ahimsa~

Korea: Arirang...

Haha!
had a MEMORABLE encounter today with what I came across ages ago; those time of being a kid, in a music class but not so sure of which level-Standard 3 @ 4

It was when I learnt Arirang, a Korean folk song
My teacher taught me the song with a recorder.
Also remembered those time when I sang the song(in English translation)and it goes like:
Arirang, arirang, Ariyayo.......(proceeds)
Those time i know this song is actually a kind of sad love song.
But now, being grown up, I understand the song better (experience based)
The lover, longing for her heartthrob who is on a long journey. She wishes him to get sore feet so that the lover will be back to her, from the long journey.
I loved this song from the moment I hold the musical notes..
Ok,for this posting,let's hear the various version of the song, in different instruments.

*Arirang-Orchestra

*Arirang-Guitar

*Arirang-Piano

*Arirang-Piano

*Arirang-Choir

*Arirang-Choir

*Arirang-Flute

*Arirang-Dance on Ice

*Arirang-Violin


Haha!

I am so crazy of this song!!
Hope all the videos above entertained you
and hope the lovers get together again
Hope the same for all of us too; to be happy & peaceful
and best of all, to be gifted.. the love of our life..till the end of our mortality..to infinity & beyond

~ahimsa~

One of the most wonderful day of my life..

Today is one of the most significant day of my life, whereby I have met one of the most special person in my life. The meet has also been one of the most peculiar & funniest one, ever that i have never expected it to happen...lol!Perhaps it has been arranged by God..ahha!!btw,may this lovely day bring those lovely memories again & again in my life,hence bringing joy & happiness of meeting such person in my life..God bless that person...

Me + LOL Gang= My 24th Birthday celeb

Tomorrow is THE DAY, the day of excitement where I will have ALL THE FUN in the worlD!!Yeah,it is with the none other than the LOL GAng!
This is because I am celebrating my 24th birthday (gosh, can't believe I am one now!!) with them..

ok

A lil insight on tomoro's agenda...
Tomorrow's agenda, will start with me 'bullying' them.Ahahaha!!LOL!!Well,i fairly think that those who come for my birthday party should not keep quiet, they gotta work it out in order to etch a cute UNFORGETTABLE memory in their life..
:)

There will also be photoshoots
>both Day & Nite , Indoor & Outdoor< style="color: rgb(153, 51, 153);"> Annalakshmi(TFA's food outlet), the not only heaven-of-food, but also the elixir-of-art,where my soul and passion belongs to... the TFA-Temple of Fine Arts. I was a part of it previously,when I learnt both Bharatanaatyam & Sangeetam.

Ok Ok,let's head on to the speciality for tomo
ahaha!!
1) I am going to bully them!
2)Photoshoots!
3)Dressing code:Purple theme (can't wait to see the GUYS in purple)
4)Nice food
5)I am gonna give them something(why always the birthday girl receiving gift?This time let the party-goers get something from her)
heheh!!suspense!!ssshhh!!

On this special day, I am wishing to collaborate these subject matter with them:
Peace, love, art, nature, purple

Let's see how it's gonna bloom into

That's all folk!

Will be back with the LOLs soon!

The beautiful day of tomorrow...the Valentine's Day

Since till now I have only posted 2 postings>>gosh,pity my blog-it's time for me to get back to it.

Well let's jump direct to it :)

Tomorrow is a beautiful day, a beautiful day that almost everybody celebrate
BUT ain't it funny?
Celebrating LOVE as special just for a particular day?
hmm, at least thanks to Mr.Valentine ,who, at least has made LOVE as something memorable for a day,as LOVE is nowadays ceasing from the human value and less appreciated due to many consequences.

ok, tomorrow... for Valentine, I actually expected my Prince Charming to invite me out, but...
my Mr.Romeo is ...ermm I think he's busy
so I will WAIT for him

you must be wondering who could that be>you might know him or you might even not

ahahah!!

A gentle soul HE is :)
He's so LOVEable :)

but he's heart is so DEEP to be predictable and yet so unusual

guess that now you might get to know the emo part of me even though i haven't disclose my identity and my background yet

sooner i will...slow and steady

by the way,since my Mr.RaMEo didn't ask me out, I am not frust with it
I am happy that I still have my mother,the kids at home, my friends, even God with me and also everybody :)

so,tomorrow I will be out for a date with my friend and at the same time get my D60 working ;)
yeah i'm gonna get some good valentine shots ;)


ahahah!tomorrow my date is called as "Taugeh Date"

so,let me go for the date first and then I wil update,ok?

Bye